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So, yeah, how long was it since I last posted?
Forever? I assume so too.

However, life is just life, nothing special happens.
And yeah, exam's near, yet I had prepared nothing for it.
I supposed, the torture of studying will soon arrive.

Haizzz

Boring

Sometimes, I wonder, am I too dramatic or anything (as in "lebaii" thing), for that I felt total suffer for not getting what I really wanted.
Just like a dandelion seed.
All I can do is just watching it floating around deciding where the wind take it.
I know it's not only me to want that thing, but I can't help but feel selfish. I want only me to own it.
And to my fortune, the thing is currently flying within my hand reach, yet I had no courage to touch it, let alone catch it.
Watching it floating near was bliss, but having it mine was more.
What I hate the most is that the fact which told me that the possibility where I could have lost that thing is quite big, as there was someone out there who was much braver than I was jumping as high as one could to catch it.
However, whispers told me that I should stay here with open hands waiting it to come at its own will.
I know, it was like, hopeless.
But I can still wish, can't I?