Righty right~
It had been ages since I last write ne?
Hehee
Blame it on my hectic life as well as my laziness~
Geez
Tomorrow's halloween
Wish me luck!
I can't write really much~
Gotta go now~
I'll add some more next time~!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Yoo
Gap Gap Gap Gap
There have been gaps in my writings!
Oh right.
Exam's near now.
Geez.
I fell asleep in class today. Just for a friggin' 15 minutes only.
I can't really have a peaceful sleep.
It's just ain't safe enough.
Geez.
Anyway, me and friends had made some plans for Halloween.
LOL.
I'm really excited!!! XDDD
But..., there are some conflicts happen in my (old) class (don't bother to ask, there won't be any answers.)
And..., I'm afraid by the probability of the event being canceled.
Man, I really, really, really hope it won't get cancel by any causes.
Me and my seat-mate had been dying to hold a party!!! XDD
I wonder what costume would I rent?
Hehee..
It'll probably be a witch?
LOL.
And, there's an (ex)-classmate of mine who appeared to obtain the scholarship for studying abroad (Singapore).
It's kinda difficult to actually think about what gift would be given later.
We sorta decided it (though we're still unsure about it), we maybe will buy some digital camera for her.
It's friggin' expensive damn it.
But we did something called 'joint venture' to gather the money and actually (planned to) buy her one.
Whatever.
I'm just lack of the topics to be blabbered about.
There have been gaps in my writings!
Oh right.
Exam's near now.
Geez.
I fell asleep in class today. Just for a friggin' 15 minutes only.
I can't really have a peaceful sleep.
It's just ain't safe enough.
Geez.
Anyway, me and friends had made some plans for Halloween.
LOL.
I'm really excited!!! XDDD
But..., there are some conflicts happen in my (old) class (don't bother to ask, there won't be any answers.)
And..., I'm afraid by the probability of the event being canceled.
Man, I really, really, really hope it won't get cancel by any causes.
Me and my seat-mate had been dying to hold a party!!! XDD
I wonder what costume would I rent?
Hehee..
It'll probably be a witch?
LOL.
And, there's an (ex)-classmate of mine who appeared to obtain the scholarship for studying abroad (Singapore).
It's kinda difficult to actually think about what gift would be given later.
We sorta decided it (though we're still unsure about it), we maybe will buy some digital camera for her.
It's friggin' expensive damn it.
But we did something called 'joint venture' to gather the money and actually (planned to) buy her one.
Whatever.
I'm just lack of the topics to be blabbered about.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Bla bla bla
Changed the skin again today!
I rather 'pimp' it!
LOL~
Well, there's a failure though, at the music player part.
I'll find a smaller music player or modify the layout.
LOL
Today is rather uneventful.
But I'm supposed to go to the Meth-3 today.
But since my dad was the one to fetch me, I nullify the idea of going there.
You ask why?
Well, I want to meet a friend of mine who apparently have the musics I want; you know, the Capricorn songs.
I'm just way too impatient to actually wait for the album to pop out at Medan.
And yea, he (somehow) got the songs first.
Anyway, I did my homeworks last night.
And yea, it really resulted me more leisure(?) time at school.
LOL
I guess it's pretty good if you did your works at home.
Hehee~
Geez, I'm pretty idle now.
Got nothing to do.
Seriously.
More like, I'm bored now.
Sighhhh.
I rather 'pimp' it!
LOL~
Well, there's a failure though, at the music player part.
I'll find a smaller music player or modify the layout.
LOL
Today is rather uneventful.
But I'm supposed to go to the Meth-3 today.
But since my dad was the one to fetch me, I nullify the idea of going there.
You ask why?
Well, I want to meet a friend of mine who apparently have the musics I want; you know, the Capricorn songs.
I'm just way too impatient to actually wait for the album to pop out at Medan.
And yea, he (somehow) got the songs first.
Anyway, I did my homeworks last night.
And yea, it really resulted me more leisure(?) time at school.
LOL
I guess it's pretty good if you did your works at home.
Hehee~
Geez, I'm pretty idle now.
Got nothing to do.
Seriously.
More like, I'm bored now.
Sighhhh.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Dear Diary
"Dear Diary"
M2M
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
[BRIDGE]
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
M2M
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
[BRIDGE]
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Another random lyric posts
:D
. . . . .
You Are a Dash |
 Your life is fast paced and varied. You are realistic, down to earth, and very honest. You're often busy doing something interesting, and what you do changes quickly. You have many facets to your personality, and you connect them together well. You have a ton of interests. While some of them are a bit offbeat, they all tie together well. You friends rely on you to bring novelty and excitement to their lives. (And while you're the most interesting person they know, they can't help feeling like they don't know you well.) You excel in: Anything to do with money You get along best with: the Exclamation Point |
Your Spelling is Good |
 You got 9/10 correct. Your spelling is generally pretty decent. You are prone to a few mistakes, but the mistakes you make are pretty forgivable. |
Your Birthdate: January 18 |
 You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September |
Your Gemstone is Topaz |
 Comforting, considerate, and stable. You are down to earth and grounded. |
What Your City Walk Means |
 You are thoughtful and contemplative. You enjoy spending time alone with your thoughts. You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable. Money is very important to you. You like to have lots of nice things... and you don't care if you're being greedy. You are curious about ideas. If you had the means, you'd like to explore the whole world. |
What Your Front Door Says |
 You have simple tastes. You like the classic basics, especially when they're done well. Lots of space in your life is very important. You don't like physical or mental clutter. |
You Are "Wow"! |
 |
Your Autumn Test Results |
 You are a energetic, warm, optimistic person. You approach everything with a lot of enthusiasm. When you're happiest, you are outgoing and expressive . You love celebrations, and you enjoy showing off a little. You embrace change. You love change. You see change as a rebirth. You find novelty to be the most comforting thing in the world. You love anything that's new or unusual. Your ideal day is spent in contemplation. You enjoy a quiet day where you can take time to think and day dream. You tend to live in the moment. You enjoy whatever is going on, and you don't obsess over the past or future. |
You are 87% Capricorn |
 You are 87% Capricorn |
Your Inner Blood Type is Type A |
 You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy. You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter |
Back~
It's pretty tiring, but it's fun anyway ^_^
Well, you see, I'm back from my tuition rite?
It appeared that the lesson today concerns about Chemistry, and holy, I was late.
Damn my slowness and the traffic.
The time I entered the room, all eyes were spotted on me.
Why you ask?
Simple.
1. I haven't showed up for almost 1 month.
2. Hello? I'm late for a good half an hour.
3. My teacher was supposed to be different, meaning, this teacher isn't really my teacher, as in, I was supposed to enter a different room, but, my teacher was teaching juniors. There's no way for me to hinder their study rite?
4. There are many new faces there, I don't know most of them.
I searched for familiar faces and thankfully found some, though none of them bother to talk to me. I sat among them (I had no choice, there were only two places left, near them or on the 'strategic' seat where you could only have heads as the object of sigh, which later occupied by my best friend, Joan.)
The group chatted animatedly, I chuckled quietly when they cracked up some hilarious jokes. They're fun, though it didn't matter me if I made the choice not to engage in any conversation with any of them.
Somehow, they had one kind of smell. Not that they smelt bad or what, they smelt like oat-meal, you know, the typical breakfast thingy.
It must be their candies.
Anyway, I wasn't that patient to wait the time pass.
I glanced at the clock (at mobile phone) almost every minutes.
I don't really have the passion nor interest to study.
I know it's no good at all.
Sighh.
Anyway, we went to the mall.
We did the usual stuffs; walked around, hung at a cafe, window shopped, etc etc...
Well, there's one thing that kinda took attention.
We accidentally ran into (not really, just glanced) at some guy.
He seemed to suffer some illness of skin.
His skin was all pinkish, I do mean pinkish and not in the normal way, somehow had the plastics appearance.
He was bald and wore glasses.
I don't know how to feel when I saw him.
I kept quiet and passed by.
Thankfully, he got friends, they all wore high-school uniforms (including the guy too).
They sat together at a certain cafe and chatted happily.
I didn't notice it first, but Joan pointed them out to me.
Then, I went for the 'hunting' of Jay's album, Capricorn (XD).
We went to the 'MELODY'.
Sadly, it hadn't arrived yet.
But I had left my number for the shop attendant (her request) for the information of its arrival.
Hope she didn't forget to inform me about the album!
Humm, then today's weather was cloudy and dark, and not long after that the rain followed!
Yay!
I lovee rain!! XD
Really, had you ever felt the content and peace along with the voices of dropping rains?
I love to listen to the melodic splashing rhapsody from the sky.
It's like washing away the dirtiness of this world.
Love it! :D
Well, you see, I'm back from my tuition rite?
It appeared that the lesson today concerns about Chemistry, and holy, I was late.
Damn my slowness and the traffic.
The time I entered the room, all eyes were spotted on me.
Why you ask?
Simple.
1. I haven't showed up for almost 1 month.
2. Hello? I'm late for a good half an hour.
3. My teacher was supposed to be different, meaning, this teacher isn't really my teacher, as in, I was supposed to enter a different room, but, my teacher was teaching juniors. There's no way for me to hinder their study rite?
4. There are many new faces there, I don't know most of them.
I searched for familiar faces and thankfully found some, though none of them bother to talk to me. I sat among them (I had no choice, there were only two places left, near them or on the 'strategic' seat where you could only have heads as the object of sigh, which later occupied by my best friend, Joan.)
The group chatted animatedly, I chuckled quietly when they cracked up some hilarious jokes. They're fun, though it didn't matter me if I made the choice not to engage in any conversation with any of them.
Somehow, they had one kind of smell. Not that they smelt bad or what, they smelt like oat-meal, you know, the typical breakfast thingy.
It must be their candies.
Anyway, I wasn't that patient to wait the time pass.
I glanced at the clock (at mobile phone) almost every minutes.
I don't really have the passion nor interest to study.
I know it's no good at all.
Sighh.
Anyway, we went to the mall.
We did the usual stuffs; walked around, hung at a cafe, window shopped, etc etc...
Well, there's one thing that kinda took attention.
We accidentally ran into (not really, just glanced) at some guy.
He seemed to suffer some illness of skin.
His skin was all pinkish, I do mean pinkish and not in the normal way, somehow had the plastics appearance.
He was bald and wore glasses.
I don't know how to feel when I saw him.
I kept quiet and passed by.
Thankfully, he got friends, they all wore high-school uniforms (including the guy too).
They sat together at a certain cafe and chatted happily.
I didn't notice it first, but Joan pointed them out to me.
Then, I went for the 'hunting' of Jay's album, Capricorn (XD).
We went to the 'MELODY'.
Sadly, it hadn't arrived yet.
But I had left my number for the shop attendant (her request) for the information of its arrival.
Hope she didn't forget to inform me about the album!
Humm, then today's weather was cloudy and dark, and not long after that the rain followed!
Yay!
I lovee rain!! XD
Really, had you ever felt the content and peace along with the voices of dropping rains?
I love to listen to the melodic splashing rhapsody from the sky.
It's like washing away the dirtiness of this world.
Love it! :D
Impressions
OK, gotta write these down before I had the chance to forget.
This are my impressions after reading 'their' (you-know-who) blogs.
They're pretty good, great stories, great times, interesting lives.
Simply love them! XD
OK, I'm gonna be late for my so-called-tuition.
Gotta scram
Will write later when I came back.
Probably later coz I'll make my 'visit' towards the mall. LOL
P.S. OMG OMG, their languages are so formal, not like mine; wrecking crap. *shame* *shame* *shame*
Crap, I'm soo late now.
This are my impressions after reading 'their' (you-know-who) blogs.
They're pretty good, great stories, great times, interesting lives.
Simply love them! XD
OK, I'm gonna be late for my so-called-tuition.
Gotta scram
Will write later when I came back.
Probably later coz I'll make my 'visit' towards the mall. LOL
P.S. OMG OMG, their languages are so formal, not like mine; wrecking crap. *shame* *shame* *shame*
Crap, I'm soo late now.
Friday, October 10, 2008
...
Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be, always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine, moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
Am I crazy for wanting you
baby do you feel you could want me too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be, always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine, moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
Am I crazy for wanting you
baby do you feel you could want me too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...
...
I don't know...
Just wanna post this :D
Todae~
Today's funnn! XDD
Really it is!
It rained from 4 in the morning (4 in the morning! xp).
I love Rains!
Though it flooded badly and it caused 'wet-feeted' syndrome to most of the people here.
LOL
I'm saved! My feet are perfectly dry! Not soaked with the disgusting water xp
Lucky me~
Anyway, I took photographs of today!
Taken location : at my home, at the study's window to be exact. (Looks more like prison? LOL)
Taken(if not mistaken)at : 6 something.
Reason of the photographs : The sky looks green
Taken location : school! at the 4th floor room D2 407, my old-class X-06
Taken(if not mistaken)at : 7 something
Reason of the photographs : Plain boredom
Taken location : school~ class X-06~ hehe
Taken(if I'm not wrong)at : 8 something
Reason of photographs : ...I dunno LOLOLOLOL
Really it is!
It rained from 4 in the morning (4 in the morning! xp).
I love Rains!
Though it flooded badly and it caused 'wet-feeted' syndrome to most of the people here.
LOL
I'm saved! My feet are perfectly dry! Not soaked with the disgusting water xp
Lucky me~
Anyway, I took photographs of today!
Taken location : at my home, at the study's window to be exact. (Looks more like prison? LOL)
Taken(if not mistaken)at : 6 something.
Reason of the photographs : The sky looks green
Taken location : school! at the 4th floor room D2 407, my old-class X-06
Taken(if not mistaken)at : 7 something
Reason of the photographs : Plain boredom
Taken location : school~ class X-06~ hehe
Taken(if I'm not wrong)at : 8 something
Reason of photographs : ...I dunno LOLOLOLOL
Oh I have to tell about this photo!! XDD
It's that my friend here (male of course! LOLOLOL) apparently had his shoes 'dipped' for quite a while, && yea, it just means he had to change 'em into something else other than his shoes.
LOL
Then, he went to our corps(is it what u call that?), and tried to find a pair of new slippers(sandals) for the change. Sadly, lol yea, there ain't no sandals left but this pink love-decorated fluffy slippers left.
Lovely.
LOLOL.
I'm really bad you know, I laughed at him~~ XD
And worse, posted this on the internet.
OMG.
But I had asked his permission before~ hehee~
Taken location : Another photo at X-06! (I really love this class X])
Taken(I'm not sure)at : 8 something
Reason of photographs : Well, proof of the teachers' lateness? LOL
We slacked kinda long enough.
Taken location : X-01, on one of the X-01's desks(at the back)
Taken at : Dunno, it's almost going home time I suppose
Reason : Plainly bored (hehe :D)
This got no connection for the flood. LOL. It's just my friend folded some star-shaped thingy and I drew some smiley faces on them~ Hehe
It's that my friend here (male of course! LOLOLOL) apparently had his shoes 'dipped' for quite a while, && yea, it just means he had to change 'em into something else other than his shoes.
LOL
Then, he went to our corps(is it what u call that?), and tried to find a pair of new slippers(sandals) for the change. Sadly, lol yea, there ain't no sandals left but this pink love-decorated fluffy slippers left.
Lovely.
LOLOL.
I'm really bad you know, I laughed at him~~ XD
And worse, posted this on the internet.
OMG.
But I had asked his permission before~ hehee~
Taken location : Another photo at X-06! (I really love this class X])
Taken(I'm not sure)at : 8 something
Reason of photographs : Well, proof of the teachers' lateness? LOL
We slacked kinda long enough.
Taken location : X-01, on one of the X-01's desks(at the back)
Taken at : Dunno, it's almost going home time I suppose
Reason : Plainly bored (hehe :D)
This got no connection for the flood. LOL. It's just my friend folded some star-shaped thingy and I drew some smiley faces on them~ Hehe
XD
I'm still excited! XD
I dunno why though.
I'm just simply weird. Hehe.
There are times when I'm pissed off like hell, and there are also times where I'm happy like I'm gonna smile like an idiot for all day long.
Hehee~
Well, I kinda visited my new classmates blogs and friendster pages.
And you know what I felt?
I feel the genuine deep envious.
What to envy you ask?
Well, it's their friendship and closeness...it seems that neither me or anyone new in that class can enter and dissolve thoroughly with them.
What I'm trying to emphasize is that, they're so lucky they met each other.
They cherish one another as much as they could afford.
I like seeing them.
It's just so happy.
It just feel like they're not going to be separated from one another forever.
It's just like there's an unbreakable bond beyond them.
I hope me and my friends are like that too! :D
...
The truth is...
Not everyone was happy today.
My best friend Margareth here, felt sorrow.
It's all because her b*stard freaking boyfriend.
He lied to her.
I'm just sick of him
I thought he was a good great guy.
But, he's just a sicko wearing a stupid mask.
I mean, please, his lies were all so 'transparent', meaning, too obvious!!
He's such a stupid idiot!!
I HATE HIM!!
I swear I won't let him made my best friend sad anymore!
...
Well I guess that's enough~
P.S. Do you think I might be rather harsh in my posts before at the blog?
I hope not.. hehe..
I'm still excited! XD
I dunno why though.
I'm just simply weird. Hehe.
There are times when I'm pissed off like hell, and there are also times where I'm happy like I'm gonna smile like an idiot for all day long.
Hehee~
Well, I kinda visited my new classmates blogs and friendster pages.
And you know what I felt?
I feel the genuine deep envious.
What to envy you ask?
Well, it's their friendship and closeness...it seems that neither me or anyone new in that class can enter and dissolve thoroughly with them.
What I'm trying to emphasize is that, they're so lucky they met each other.
They cherish one another as much as they could afford.
I like seeing them.
It's just so happy.
It just feel like they're not going to be separated from one another forever.
It's just like there's an unbreakable bond beyond them.
I hope me and my friends are like that too! :D
...
The truth is...
Not everyone was happy today.
My best friend Margareth here, felt sorrow.
It's all because her b*stard freaking boyfriend.
He lied to her.
I'm just sick of him
I thought he was a good great guy.
But, he's just a sicko wearing a stupid mask.
I mean, please, his lies were all so 'transparent', meaning, too obvious!!
He's such a stupid idiot!!
I HATE HIM!!
I swear I won't let him made my best friend sad anymore!
...
Well I guess that's enough~
P.S. Do you think I might be rather harsh in my posts before at the blog?
I hope not.. hehe..
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Weary day
Man, I'm so goddamn sleepy today!
I supposed to have a sweet warm nice slumber yesterday, and then this jerk came, completely ruining my rest.
Holy F*ck.
Man, he woke me up at 12 am!
F*ck him!
And guess what?
I only slept for like 3 hours!
Holy crap.
And worse.
I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO THE HELL HE IS!
What an Asshole.
Really, I wish this retarded pig will stop bothering me!
Man, he bothered me at my class, during the lesson, bother my tuition.
Holy sh*t.
I hope I can sleep peacefully today.
I supposed to have a sweet warm nice slumber yesterday, and then this jerk came, completely ruining my rest.
Holy F*ck.
Man, he woke me up at 12 am!
F*ck him!
And guess what?
I only slept for like 3 hours!
Holy crap.
And worse.
I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO THE HELL HE IS!
What an Asshole.
Really, I wish this retarded pig will stop bothering me!
Man, he bothered me at my class, during the lesson, bother my tuition.
Holy sh*t.
I hope I can sleep peacefully today.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Today; Another day
Man, today is totally hectic.
All I did at school was copying my friends' homeworks. Yea, I know that's not good.
But, damn. I really can't understand the homeworks!
...
Okay", I admit it.
It's not really that I don't understand the homework or what.
It's just the plain laziness that simply love to stick with me like a glue.
And yea, instead of brushing off the 'laziness' I just do nothing and simply enjoy its companion!
Oh man.
Really, how I wish all that I can do was...
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
You see how easy it is?
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
...
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
...
Mannn
Whatever.
So you see today we got this whole SAT thingy, and it appeared to have Biology as the main concern of the lesson.
And the teacher.
He sucks.
I mean, all he did was reading the texts and translating few words of it!
Oh man.
And oh, did I mention he looked hilarious in his skinny pants?
Not that he's overweight or what, he's plainly thin, I mean it, plainly thin!
And his emotionless boring face.
It's just like a lullaby to me.
The worse thing is that this SAT lesson has apparently showed up at the first lesson of the day!
Can you imagine that?
I'm the typical person who after wakes up will immediately has the urgent to hit bed and doze off.
And he's luring me to do that.
I almost fell asleep. Almost.
I dare not to sleep nor talk at the damned lesson of his.
He threw one of the markers to one of the whispering girls at the first day.
There's no way I'll have a day like that.
Then, there's this teacher who I kinda like...I guess...
She's great at philosophy, though it's not her main taught lesson.
Well, she told us that our days begin and end ironically in the same way.
Coming in a great hurry to school, start copying homeworks as fast as you could, desperately pray that the teacher somehow got locked in the bathroom, sigh heavily when the teacher shows up almost immediately after the prayer, given homework to do, then go straight towards private lessons after school, arrive home at around 9pm or something, crawl towards bed straight away, having no little time to finish whatever homework given.
I totally agree with those.
I mean, puh-lease. Give us some space. Really, everyday I look at the calendar wishing it's weekend already.
I'm really tired of the so-called homeworks already.
Sighh.
Whatever.
Now I got two more homeworks to be done and submitted by the very first lesson of tomorrow.
I guess I gotta run off then.
All I did at school was copying my friends' homeworks. Yea, I know that's not good.
But, damn. I really can't understand the homeworks!
...
Okay", I admit it.
It's not really that I don't understand the homework or what.
It's just the plain laziness that simply love to stick with me like a glue.
And yea, instead of brushing off the 'laziness' I just do nothing and simply enjoy its companion!
Oh man.
Really, how I wish all that I can do was...
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
You see how easy it is?
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
...
Ctrl + A
Ctrl + C
Ctrl + V
...
Mannn
Whatever.
So you see today we got this whole SAT thingy, and it appeared to have Biology as the main concern of the lesson.
And the teacher.
He sucks.
I mean, all he did was reading the texts and translating few words of it!
Oh man.
And oh, did I mention he looked hilarious in his skinny pants?
Not that he's overweight or what, he's plainly thin, I mean it, plainly thin!
And his emotionless boring face.
It's just like a lullaby to me.
The worse thing is that this SAT lesson has apparently showed up at the first lesson of the day!
Can you imagine that?
I'm the typical person who after wakes up will immediately has the urgent to hit bed and doze off.
And he's luring me to do that.
I almost fell asleep. Almost.
I dare not to sleep nor talk at the damned lesson of his.
He threw one of the markers to one of the whispering girls at the first day.
There's no way I'll have a day like that.
Then, there's this teacher who I kinda like...I guess...
She's great at philosophy, though it's not her main taught lesson.
Well, she told us that our days begin and end ironically in the same way.
Coming in a great hurry to school, start copying homeworks as fast as you could, desperately pray that the teacher somehow got locked in the bathroom, sigh heavily when the teacher shows up almost immediately after the prayer, given homework to do, then go straight towards private lessons after school, arrive home at around 9pm or something, crawl towards bed straight away, having no little time to finish whatever homework given.
I totally agree with those.
I mean, puh-lease. Give us some space. Really, everyday I look at the calendar wishing it's weekend already.
I'm really tired of the so-called homeworks already.
Sighh.
Whatever.
Now I got two more homeworks to be done and submitted by the very first lesson of tomorrow.
I guess I gotta run off then.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Karma?
Yesterday and today made me learn about what you call as 'Karma'.
Karma \Kar"ma\, n. [Skr.]
1. (Buddhism, Hinduism) One's acts considered as fixing one's
lot in the future existence.
[1913 Webster]
2. (Theos.) The doctrine of fate as the inflexible result of
cause and effect, especially the principle by which a
person is rewarded or punished in a subsequent incarnation
for deeds in the previous incarnation; the theory of
inevitable consequence.
[1913 Webster]
3. One's destiny; fate.
[PJC]
4. (Mysticism) The supposed non-physical emanations that a
person gives off, which may affect other people;
vibrations.
[PJC]
And apparently, you see yesterday I kinda opposed my parents rite?
Uh-huh.
I cooked myself noodle and actually idiotically burned my own hand.
Can you imagine that?
Yea, me, I'm stupid.
Whatever.
Then, today, at school to be exact.
There's this teacher, the biology lab's teacher.
She kinda underestimate our class, meaning, she said that our class was cunning, sly, good for nothing, whatever, you mention.
She kept talking all the time.
I felt like puking that time.
Really, all she's talking about was nonsense.
I felt stupid to listen to her.
So you see we got this 'cork cell observation' thingy. (cork: the thing you use to seal bottles; usually wine's bottle.)
And we got to slice a very very thin layer of the cork.
Since the razor blade was extremely ultra super sharp, the teacher did it for us.
The teacher (who underestimated us) practically did it while kept talking (ranting, whatever), saying stuffs like, "that's why, listen to me your teacher," or "all of you must respect your teachers more."
(I don't really witness it, I just heard it from the vice-class-monitor. whatever)
While talking, she sliced her hand. Twice.
Man, how she sucks.
Later on today, I went to a doctor.
And, hell, she still had her holiday.
I waited for nothing.
Dang.
Nevermind.
But I got to see someone to play violin directly today.
He's not really good though.
But I appreciate his efforts already though.
It's still better than me, who can't play any instruments, well except for the recorder though. ^^"
Karma \Kar"ma\, n. [Skr.]
1. (Buddhism, Hinduism) One's acts considered as fixing one's
lot in the future existence.
[1913 Webster]
2. (Theos.) The doctrine of fate as the inflexible result of
cause and effect, especially the principle by which a
person is rewarded or punished in a subsequent incarnation
for deeds in the previous incarnation; the theory of
inevitable consequence.
[1913 Webster]
3. One's destiny; fate.
[PJC]
4. (Mysticism) The supposed non-physical emanations that a
person gives off, which may affect other people;
vibrations.
[PJC]
Definitions from sederet.com
Yea, that.
And apparently, you see yesterday I kinda opposed my parents rite?
Uh-huh.
I cooked myself noodle and actually idiotically burned my own hand.
Can you imagine that?
Yea, me, I'm stupid.
Whatever.
Then, today, at school to be exact.
There's this teacher, the biology lab's teacher.
She kinda underestimate our class, meaning, she said that our class was cunning, sly, good for nothing, whatever, you mention.
She kept talking all the time.
I felt like puking that time.
Really, all she's talking about was nonsense.
I felt stupid to listen to her.
So you see we got this 'cork cell observation' thingy. (cork: the thing you use to seal bottles; usually wine's bottle.)
And we got to slice a very very thin layer of the cork.
Since the razor blade was extremely ultra super sharp, the teacher did it for us.
The teacher (who underestimated us) practically did it while kept talking (ranting, whatever), saying stuffs like, "that's why, listen to me your teacher," or "all of you must respect your teachers more."
(I don't really witness it, I just heard it from the vice-class-monitor. whatever)
While talking, she sliced her hand. Twice.
Man, how she sucks.
Later on today, I went to a doctor.
And, hell, she still had her holiday.
I waited for nothing.
Dang.
Nevermind.
But I got to see someone to play violin directly today.
He's not really good though.
But I appreciate his efforts already though.
It's still better than me, who can't play any instruments, well except for the recorder though. ^^"
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Regret
So, here I am once again being dragged out with my parents.
I refuse it.
Really.
I totally refuse it.
I mean, this is like, the last day of the holiday!
The last day of my freedom, the last day of slacking.
And yea, I'm pretty regretful now.
They..., my parents... their expression... seems so...sad...
I hate myself.
I refuse it.
Really.
I totally refuse it.
I mean, this is like, the last day of the holiday!
The last day of my freedom, the last day of slacking.
And yea, I'm pretty regretful now.
They..., my parents... their expression... seems so...sad...
I hate myself.
Last day
Oh well, today appear to be the last day of the holiday.
Do you know what it means?
Yep, no more boredom, slacking etc.
B.u.t..
Dang it.
I've not even finish one of my homeworks.
And why do teachers love to give homeworks on holiday?
Ah..yes..
They just love torturing us.
Do you know what it means?
Yep, no more boredom, slacking etc.
B.u.t..
Dang it.
I've not even finish one of my homeworks.
And why do teachers love to give homeworks on holiday?
Ah..yes..
They just love torturing us.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Oh well
Yea, I guess not everything is bad today.
I seriously need to know what the hell happen to me.
My cranky mood faded away all of sudden.
Not that I mind though.
Well, I made a new glasses today.
And holy crap.
It cost a lot.
I don't find a reason to mention the number though.
Whatever.
I'm just plain weird today.
I seriously need to know what the hell happen to me.
My cranky mood faded away all of sudden.
Not that I mind though.
Well, I made a new glasses today.
And holy crap.
It cost a lot.
I don't find a reason to mention the number though.
Whatever.
I'm just plain weird today.
Today S.U.C.K.S
Yea, today sucks way too much.
As in?
A lot of stuffs.
I helped my mum attending her shop today.
Yea, it was really really really vacant.
And yea I was rather cheerful earlier.
I don't know what the hell was happening on me.
I just got all fidgety and was way too far from content.
Hell no.
I'm not having any period.
So it's obvious it's not PMS or whatsoever you are thinking I might have.
It's just...mood swings I suppose?
And yea, my parents made me waaaaaaaaaaaaay much better. *scoff*
They made my day a lot worse.
What's with them?
I mean, ruining my mood today?
By screaming, accusing me for what I obviously, clearly, legibly hadn't done or even thought about!
Really, right now I just need a hole deep enough for me to scream my lungs out.
Simply Frustrated.
Suprisingly, two of my besties had the same problems with me too.
The difference is just at the situation.
While the similarity is at the object of our frustration; parents.
I really wonder what happened to parents today.
Really.
I didn't talk to my mum a lot today.
I'm way too angry to talk to her.
I know I'm being childish and illogical.
And selfish I might add.
But it just feel ain't right if I talk to her now.
I have the feeling that I'll be dragged out tonight for dinner with the so-called-harmonious-big-family.
I loath it.
A lot.
I mean, if you really want to increase what you call as the solidarity, harmony, compatibility, conformity, or whatsoever, I suggest to eat at home with a big feast all hand-made.
It certainly will add those points.
Am I right?
In my family's case here.
It's all for a show. An exhibition.
For the outsiders to see.
To actually scream out, "Look! We're a happy family and we love each other A LOT!" without saying a word.
Yea, whatever.
I realize myself to be too sarcastic today.
I seriously need some rest...I guess.
As in?
A lot of stuffs.
I helped my mum attending her shop today.
Yea, it was really really really vacant.
And yea I was rather cheerful earlier.
I don't know what the hell was happening on me.
I just got all fidgety and was way too far from content.
Hell no.
I'm not having any period.
So it's obvious it's not PMS or whatsoever you are thinking I might have.
It's just...mood swings I suppose?
And yea, my parents made me waaaaaaaaaaaaay much better. *scoff*
They made my day a lot worse.
What's with them?
I mean, ruining my mood today?
By screaming, accusing me for what I obviously, clearly, legibly hadn't done or even thought about!
Really, right now I just need a hole deep enough for me to scream my lungs out.
Simply Frustrated.
Suprisingly, two of my besties had the same problems with me too.
The difference is just at the situation.
While the similarity is at the object of our frustration; parents.
I really wonder what happened to parents today.
Really.
I didn't talk to my mum a lot today.
I'm way too angry to talk to her.
I know I'm being childish and illogical.
And selfish I might add.
But it just feel ain't right if I talk to her now.
I have the feeling that I'll be dragged out tonight for dinner with the so-called-harmonious-big-family.
I loath it.
A lot.
I mean, if you really want to increase what you call as the solidarity, harmony, compatibility, conformity, or whatsoever, I suggest to eat at home with a big feast all hand-made.
It certainly will add those points.
Am I right?
In my family's case here.
It's all for a show. An exhibition.
For the outsiders to see.
To actually scream out, "Look! We're a happy family and we love each other A LOT!" without saying a word.
Yea, whatever.
I realize myself to be too sarcastic today.
I seriously need some rest...I guess.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Another boring day~
Helloooooo~
I guess it's been a while since I last posted, ain't it? ^^"
To be honest, I didn't have the kind of mood to actually wrote past few days.
And yea, today was totally uneventful, just like the past few days.
Actually I was asked to attend my mum's shop, you know, helping out and stuffs like that.
I practically escaped though.
With the reason of homework.
I'm a filthy liar, ain't I?
Well, I am, indeed.
The reason for me to not wanting to go to the shop is that.
Hello?
It is holiday!
And I'm sure as hell that no one, let me rephrase, almost no one will visit the shop!
Wanna proof?
See, two days ago, one of my besties came back.
She moved there with her family.
And, she actually planned to move back!
Holy crap.
Can you imagine how happy I was?
Yea, to celebrate this (not really), we hit the mall straight away (my sister followed).
Being the most popular mall it is, I suppose it to be crowded.
And in the usual weekend, the traffic sucks to hell, meaning?
Everyone practically drives all their way towards the same place, same time and the same urgent to get in there!
I recalled sulking for being stuck in the traffic for almost an hour.
So, despite of being crowded (the roads), it's empty, almost deserted to be exact.
My dad drove through easily and arrived there in no time.
Nextly, we both made our way towards the game center; our greatest favorite place of all times.
We tried the DDR (a.k.a Pump Zero) first. Not we, she only.
And yeap, she did quite a great job in playing it.
I watched her for a while. It seemed really cool!
Then, it's my turn to play.
I played some kind of game which only uses hand.
As in, upside left-right, downside left-right.
I forgot the name.
And she watched me back in change.
After that, we got the kind of mood to line up for the drum game (Percussion Master).
This game apparently is really, really, indeed very popular.
You'll end up frustrated if you're not patient enough to wait for your turn.
To our surprise, it's pretty vacant, and all we have to wait is one round game of the other people.
It's great, really.
Well, I guess, those are proofs of the almost empty city nowadays.
And, most of my (rich) friends made their trip out of the country.
Lucky people.
Man how I envy those rich people.
They got to visit countries I would kill to have my feet step on the grounds way too easily.
Sighh.
Never mind.
Ah, guess what.
I painted my nail black!
Why nail you ask?
Well, only one nail was painted to black.
I planned on not washing it off till it vanish by itself.
&& that's why I can't paint it all black.
As school starts in a few days.
All black nails will be way too standing out.
The other reason I painted it black is, this is the only nail I allow to grow its length.
Can you guess what nail it is?
Hehee~
It's my right hand ring-nail.
I placed an aquamarine stone on it.
Psshh. It's actually a cover to the smudged away paint I clumsily did.
Tee-hee.
My fingers are fat and short aren't they?
TT_TT
It's because I like to...how to say...crack them?
I guess it is the cause.
Thenn, the next news is that....one of my besties is going out with someone!
Gratz!
I wish her the best and hope her boyfriend is not a jerk or something like that.
And yay!
I've changed my blog's skin! XD
I guess it's been a while since I last posted, ain't it? ^^"
To be honest, I didn't have the kind of mood to actually wrote past few days.
And yea, today was totally uneventful, just like the past few days.
Actually I was asked to attend my mum's shop, you know, helping out and stuffs like that.
I practically escaped though.
With the reason of homework.
I'm a filthy liar, ain't I?
Well, I am, indeed.
The reason for me to not wanting to go to the shop is that.
Hello?
It is holiday!
And I'm sure as hell that no one, let me rephrase, almost no one will visit the shop!
Wanna proof?
See, two days ago, one of my besties came back.
She moved there with her family.
And, she actually planned to move back!
Holy crap.
Can you imagine how happy I was?
Yea, to celebrate this (not really), we hit the mall straight away (my sister followed).
Being the most popular mall it is, I suppose it to be crowded.
And in the usual weekend, the traffic sucks to hell, meaning?
Everyone practically drives all their way towards the same place, same time and the same urgent to get in there!
I recalled sulking for being stuck in the traffic for almost an hour.
So, despite of being crowded (the roads), it's empty, almost deserted to be exact.
My dad drove through easily and arrived there in no time.
Nextly, we both made our way towards the game center; our greatest favorite place of all times.
We tried the DDR (a.k.a Pump Zero) first. Not we, she only.
And yeap, she did quite a great job in playing it.
I watched her for a while. It seemed really cool!
Then, it's my turn to play.
I played some kind of game which only uses hand.
As in, upside left-right, downside left-right.
I forgot the name.
And she watched me back in change.
After that, we got the kind of mood to line up for the drum game (Percussion Master).
This game apparently is really, really, indeed very popular.
You'll end up frustrated if you're not patient enough to wait for your turn.
To our surprise, it's pretty vacant, and all we have to wait is one round game of the other people.
It's great, really.
Well, I guess, those are proofs of the almost empty city nowadays.
And, most of my (rich) friends made their trip out of the country.
Lucky people.
Man how I envy those rich people.
They got to visit countries I would kill to have my feet step on the grounds way too easily.
Sighh.
Never mind.
Ah, guess what.
I painted my nail black!
Why nail you ask?
Well, only one nail was painted to black.
I planned on not washing it off till it vanish by itself.
&& that's why I can't paint it all black.
As school starts in a few days.
All black nails will be way too standing out.
The other reason I painted it black is, this is the only nail I allow to grow its length.
Can you guess what nail it is?
Hehee~
It's my right hand ring-nail.
I placed an aquamarine stone on it.
Psshh. It's actually a cover to the smudged away paint I clumsily did.
Tee-hee.
My fingers are fat and short aren't they?TT_TT
It's because I like to...how to say...crack them?
I guess it is the cause.
Thenn, the next news is that....one of my besties is going out with someone!
Gratz!
I wish her the best and hope her boyfriend is not a jerk or something like that.
And yay!
I've changed my blog's skin! XD
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