Today S.U.C.K.S

Yea, today sucks way too much.
As in?
A lot of stuffs.

I helped my mum attending her shop today.
Yea, it was really really really vacant.
And yea I was rather cheerful earlier.

I don't know what the hell was happening on me.
I just got all fidgety and was way too far from content.

Hell no.
I'm not having any period.
So it's obvious it's not PMS or whatsoever you are thinking I might have.

It's just...mood swings I suppose?

And yea, my parents made me waaaaaaaaaaaaay much better. *scoff*

They made my day a lot worse.

What's with them?
I mean, ruining my mood today?
By screaming, accusing me for what I obviously, clearly, legibly hadn't done or even thought about!

Really, right now I just need a hole deep enough for me to scream my lungs out.
Simply Frustrated.

Suprisingly, two of my besties had the same problems with me too.
The difference is just at the situation.
While the similarity is at the object of our frustration; parents.

I really wonder what happened to parents today.
Really.

I didn't talk to my mum a lot today.
I'm way too angry to talk to her.
I know I'm being childish and illogical.
And selfish I might add.
But it just feel ain't right if I talk to her now.

I have the feeling that I'll be dragged out tonight for dinner with the so-called-harmonious-big-family.

I loath it.
A lot.

I mean, if you really want to increase what you call as the solidarity, harmony, compatibility, conformity, or whatsoever, I suggest to eat at home with a big feast all hand-made.

It certainly will add those points.
Am I right?

In my family's case here.
It's all for a show. An exhibition.
For the outsiders to see.
To actually scream out, "Look! We're a happy family and we love each other A LOT!" without saying a word.

Yea, whatever.
I realize myself to be too sarcastic today.

I seriously need some rest...I guess.