Loud voices

Loud sounds, voices, or any form of that highly annoyed me..a lot.

I'm currently in my mother's room, and I much prefer my own room (it provides my daily serenity and tranquility needs). Besides, it's damn hot here!(too huge a room, not enough air-conditioner to cool)

Why on earth did I end up being in here?
Well, my father is currently off the city, for business purpose I suppose, and my mother didn't enjoy being companion-less. So, there's it.

Oh, the title.
You see, mother is talking with her brother (who had some kind of conflicts with his boss and is now living in the different city with us) in the phone and boy, her voice is thundering, loud as hell (thankfully, the room is quite sound-proof), and damn, my ears are practically begging for me to do some cover up.
Ugh.


At least she stopped calling now.
However, she didn't quite stop talking.
Dang.

Right now she's watching some (in my opinion) stupid Korean drama while in front of her is the TV displaying another cheesy soap-opera that continues for, like, forever (I think the grandchildren of the first main characters had already had children).
Ugh.
What a waste of electricity.

Another thing I couldn't stand is: She just couldn't stop yapping!
She practically criticized me from head to toes!
She couldn't stop asking me to go to the saloon or beautician or things like that.
Damn..enough said..I guess.

I think I might as well stop now, seeing this is the third time she asked me what I was doing with my phone.

It's almost 11pm now.
And I'm still awake, full of energy at that, which is quite a problem for me (tomorrow's a Monday, sweetheart.)

I don't know when it started, but I find my energy level (or lack thereof) is very, very low during day times. I can barely stand one-hour-lesson without nodding off. Whilst during night times, I can survive without having to rest my eyes. (I'm serious. There's a time, when I couldn't sleep before the clock hit 5 am. Damn. I had to spend the whole night alone, no one was there to chat with me. And I thought boredom caused sleepiness?)

Yeah, I know it's not exactly that late yet, as it's not yet pass midnight, but still I'm a night person (not quite a good news really, as basically, I'm a student, which means my life proceeds on day times). Cheers.

I think that explains why I post now.
And I'm in desperate need of ranting now (to ignore my boredom or stuffs.)

I'm currently using my new laptop, a tablet PC to be exact, and I hate it.
It's not pressure sensitive (obviously pointless, as my purpose to buy this thing is for drawing); very expensive (I love money to the bits you know); the letters in the keyboard are very small (they are practically cramped) which have to be pressed really, really hard causing me to be a whole typo (fuck the letter 'i'); the network adapter is lousy (I swear I have to push the cable very very hard, to the point where my fingers hurt, to get this thing connected to internet); and the touch pad is really stupid (I practically slammed my fingers to get its response).
Ugh. What is this thing?
Specially designed for Barbarians laptop? (Hello? I have to use loads of energy just for typing!)

I much prefer my old lappy.
However, it's almost dead now; it's sick (viruses).
My bad.

Hmmph...

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I'm 15 this year (and will get older next January), in the sophomore year of high school, yet I have no idea where I will go for university, let alone the major I'll be in.

I've been thinking about taking the design major, but I don't think myself is qualified enough.
My fear of lacking creativity leads me to confusion and seeing that the skill of designs needs somebody to employ makes me dither (working under somebody isn't exactly the best thing in the list if you see).
However, if I take this major, I can always work in the fashion department, opening a boutique to start off?
Well, it's only my dream.

Next in line would be Management.
This sounds quite intriguing, as I always dream of being a General Manager of a hotel, preferably five-star hotels.

Yes, I know I dream big.
And I'm working hard on it (or am I not?).

Whatever.

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Wow. It's 12.21 AM now, and I felt no sleepiness yet.

Ugh.

I think I'll just have some browsing. (out of ideas on what to write)

Ciao.

This is just another typical Tuesday.

I'm in my study room adjacent to my parents' room the door of which is opening right now..*sigh* and there's some "sermon" going on in that very place with its sound not very quiet I tell you..

This time it's my brother's turn.

Apparently they're having a "talk" with my brother for having a girlfriend..whose Chinese zodiac is the same as my brother, snake.

You see,my mother and father are still pretty much Chinese-born, leading them into keeping the traditional culture, in which they believe people born under the sign snake in Chinese zodiacs aren't allowed to be together, as it's sai to bring bad luck or stuffs I don't quite understand.

This isn't the first time my brother's girlfriend being disapproved by my parents.

There's once, a girl, quite pretty, came into the picture.
Well, mother and father didn't disapprove much about the girl (dunno why), but my grandmother (father's) didn't like this girl very much (still dunno why).

They later broke up, not under any pressure of the families or things like that.
They agreed to go on separate ways as long distance relationship doesn't work well. (they thought so.)

Whatever. Doesn't really concern me though.

Haha
I decided to post something at last!
LOL

I won't say much about my absence though.
Long story short: Lost of interest + insufficient time (not like I was busy or what, just...distracted)

Okay, let's concern the present.
It is holiday (finally)!
I am soooo glad by this fact now. Ha-ha!

(Oh! Tomorrow is Joan's birthday, greet her if you wish to. :D)

Anyways, I'm really, really thrilled knowing I won't have to wake up at 6am in the mornings for 9 days straight! (I think I've pointed this out, haven't I? Whatever.)
However happy I am, I still have no idea whatsoever on how to spend my holiday...(actually got plans with family, but I'm not so excited with it or anything so yeah...)
My friends are (almost) all out of town these days and well...I think I'll just stay at home and rot...=.=

I better find good stuffs to do.

School life doesn't suck that much..ditched some lessons (pssh supposed to be secret <.<), worse thing is that I haven't got any of the subjects stuck in my mind yet (and the monthly exams is like, in 1 month. Great.).

Whatever.

I decided to change my blog's skin too (along with this comeback post. HA. comeback!)
Had been editing like crazy just now.
And right now is like 2.23 in the morning for screaming out loud.

I better catch up with some sleep now dammit.
Nity nite.

Soooo, yeah
I'm still alive, of course, in a healthy state indeed.
Too bad?
LOL.
Well, I admit, this blog was kinda deserted for quite long.
Why?
Why?
Why?
...Idunno?

Anyways, today was a birthday of a friend of mine.
And, we kinda bought a jacket for him.
Which was, like, wrapped in paper which was wrapped in paper which was wrapped in paper which was wrapped in paper which was wrapped in paper which was- whatever, the point is, he had quite a good time unwrapping it.
LOL.
Too bad I didn't take any pictures.

The test result?
La-La-La-La-La
What is test result?
Some kind of instant canned food which can be eaten without having it cooked? ("stole" this statement from a friend~ L.O.L!)

Ok, the test sucks and I hate exams!
Who doesn't?
And speaking of exams, one is about to come and show its ugly face to me.
Ugh.
And it was the final exam for my junior year.
Double ugh.
I hate getting older.
Moreover, I hate to graduate, but that doesn't mean I don't wish to get promoted!
But, it's just that, I don't want to actually leave school.
There are so many wonderful (and bad) things at school!
Whatever, I just love (and hate) school.
LOL.

And..Oh!
Do you believe in 2012?
I dunno, it kinda scared the hell out of me.
here and here
...
and Part I(Indonesian) also Part II(Indonesian)
I can't comment

..

So, yeah, how long was it since I last posted?
Forever? I assume so too.

However, life is just life, nothing special happens.
And yeah, exam's near, yet I had prepared nothing for it.
I supposed, the torture of studying will soon arrive.

Haizzz

Boring

Sometimes, I wonder, am I too dramatic or anything (as in "lebaii" thing), for that I felt total suffer for not getting what I really wanted.
Just like a dandelion seed.
All I can do is just watching it floating around deciding where the wind take it.
I know it's not only me to want that thing, but I can't help but feel selfish. I want only me to own it.
And to my fortune, the thing is currently flying within my hand reach, yet I had no courage to touch it, let alone catch it.
Watching it floating near was bliss, but having it mine was more.
What I hate the most is that the fact which told me that the possibility where I could have lost that thing is quite big, as there was someone out there who was much braver than I was jumping as high as one could to catch it.
However, whispers told me that I should stay here with open hands waiting it to come at its own will.
I know, it was like, hopeless.
But I can still wish, can't I?

Skipped school today.
A relief for me.
School sucks.
How I wish to never go there again.

2 days to go!

2 days till the school started.

I realized, partially feared, the amount of homework aren't decreasing in any way (as I hadn't even touched any of it yet.)
I also know, that it would be less than 48 hours before I had to meet the teachers, to my misfortune again.
*sighh*

I was told that High School Days should have been the greatest time in your life. But NOO, the fact sucks like this.
I mean, how am I supposed to enjoy myself when homework kept on bashing itself to my face? Pretty much understandable, isn't it? (note: sarcasm)

Not to mention the pressure and confusion about choosing one from science or social class.
I'm aware that most people said that science classes are better than social classes. But, one of my friends told me that she regretted having chosen the science class. As most of her free times were dedicated to studying science.
I believe science won't really be useful when you're looking for job or whatever.
The fact is economics rules the world, scientists and jobs equivalent to that are economically ruled, am I wrong?
They need money to do researches, and the money came from the boss, the bosses are basically economical knowledge supplied. (+10 points for social) (-10 points for science)

Yea, my ambition is being boss. LOL.
Greedy brat. (+3 points for social) (-3 points for science)

Besides, I don't really believe my brain will be capable to study the whole thing, you understand right? (+5 points for social) (-5 points for science)

And, I think I'm more interested in studying alternative stuffs, as in, designing clothes, music, writing and stuffs like that. (+2 points for social) (-2 points for science)

So far :
Social = 20 points (+20 points)
Science = -20 points (-20 points)

But there are some people who tell me to enter the science class too.

Such as one of my good friends, who got into the social class.
I'm not clear of her intention of suggesting me so.
I mean, she said she had fun in her class, but she told me that I'll be capable in the science class and suggested me to choose the class only.
Honestly, I prefer freedom to knowledge.
However, I don't wish to be fully retarded though.

Another friend of mine said the same thing.
I told her, "I don't want to be a doctor or anything like that. I suppose social is better."
"But science can get into anything." she reasoned.
I was baffled, and answered, "I guess I just have to take extra lesson for the social needs, right?"
She just shrugged. (+5 points for science) (-5 points for social)

But I think the greatest hindrance that made me doubt to choose the social class was, My Dad.
He wished me to get into the science class, "Your brother was stupid, but I believe you would do better," he remarked. "Get into the science class."
Can I refuse?
I guess not. (+15 points for science) (-15 points for social)

So far :
Social = 0 points (-20 points)
Science = 0 points (+20 points)

Conclusion:
I'm confused, puzzled, perplexed, disoriented, mixed up.
I just don't know.

Whatever.

Anyhow, just informing you, I changed my blog skin again!
How is it?

I'm BakkK!!!1!!11 OMG!!!1!!

LOL
Don't mind the title, just some fan-girl emphasizing.
I'm bored.

But more importantly is, I'M REALLY BACK!!! XD
As in, I'm not dead.
Nuh-uh, still kickin' here.

Well, the fact is, I'm still, indeed had lost interest in writing since a few-ahem-loads of days ago.
True.
And hey, me myself didn't understand the reason though.

But again, I had to apologize to my blog here, for ditching it quite a fair time enough.
Sorry.. TT_TT

On second thought, I am really really really lazy to write, so I decided to just post some ... presentable pictures.

BEWARE THE PICTURE FLOOD!!! XU

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In Singapore



Comment: Yea, arrived here at midnight (1am in the morning, thank you very much), we kinda stayed here only for 1 day-I mean, some hours, yea, that's true. My mum and dad dragged me to a hotel, while my sister skipped her way to my brother's residence (rented room, I didn't actually got the chance to enter or whatsoever).

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In HK



Comment: Yes, arrived at HK, finally, it was exhausting, and mum decided that we're going to visit her usual shopping spot (which resulted bags of whatever, sore-feet, crinkled-face, and a grumpy-mood). Oh, it is really interesting *rolls eyes*. Heck no, she tried to buy some ew-looking skirts for us (you know, I'm not a big fan of skirt nor I am a great shopper, with books as an exceptional alternative). Yadda yadda, whatever.
So you see the pictures of buildings (2nd and 3rd one), I took it when I was on the bus, I know, the bus there's velocity was great, and it was when it met the traffic I snapped a pic. And, despite its season as in winter, the sun still glared at us mercilessly, fear the global warming. RAWR!




Comment: Then, we decided to go to the mainland (is it what you call that? Man, I'm too lazy to recall nor to ask my dad), so these were on the harbour, I think.
The pictures where there is a feathery wing-attached-'flying'-bag thing, and the people-flooded-stairs with a big clock on were yeah, in the harbour (then again, I'm not sure what the place called). Whatever, I liked the sheep, so I took a picture.
And yeah, it's my sahhhhdowwwww thereeee, LOL.
Ohh, I risked my phone while taking the water piccies, yes, it earned me a long reprimand from my dear mum. Fantastic.
P.S. Please tilt your head for some pictures, you know, I'm too lazy to actually rotate it first before actually posting it, so yeah, sorry.

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In Guang Zhou



Comment: Next on, we went to Guang Zhou(GZ), with train. And boy, you should full view the first picture I posted, I saw it on a taxi, and it was pretty hilarious if you ask me. LOL
Uhh.., don't mind the random lion there.
Then we went walking around-I mean sightseeing.
You see the kid with lemon head? It was cute wasn't it? I think so too. That's the reason I decided to keep a memory on it. I drank something with mango and it was pretty good too. The theme song was kinda cute as well, it kept on chanting, "Looolipopp" thingy. XD


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In Macao (Venetian)



Comment: Yess yess I know, I know, this place was ENORMOUS. HECK NO, I didn't stay there, as it was sooo soooo soooooooooooooooo expensive. Ugh, wish I could stay there. And duuuude, it was like having another city inside a building with canals and boats on it! CANALS! Can you imagine that??!!! Aghhhhh.
You should really see the amount of people on the harbor with the destination to this friggin' hotel!
Ohh, the dude in white there, in the last picture, was, holy cow, COOL! He was like, statue, standing there unmoved, and when you threw some money, he would move and pose, I mean, this one was for real! He moved like he was a robot, no single humanity movement was visible. And THAT was AWESOMEE!
P.S. He was HILARIOUS when he winked! LOLOL
P.P.S. For people who have no idea what I'm rambling about >> Check this out!
P.P.P.S. heck, my picture can't even express its enormous-ness, LOLOL FYI, this was only a piece of west (or east, can't really remember) part of the ho-ho-ho-hotelL!!1!!!!!!1

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Back in HK



Comment: Back in HK. We coincidentally came across a friend of mine with her family (my mum was befriended with her mother too, just so you know), and we kinda had lunch together, in a Thai restaurant. It was delicious. Seriously, I had never tasted Thai food untill that day (sad isn't it?)
And about the Negi there, LOL, I just like it, so I took photo of it! Pretty? LOL




Comment: So, finally, we're going home, and I liked the sky at the time. Same thing, picture was taken in a bus, that's why it was rather ... lop-sided. It was in the evening and the sun was setting.


PHEW! Finally finished the posting!
And the date, well, today was actually 31st January, I had finally got the spirit to write.
LOL
I put off the task of writing on 27th January.
Be hold, the POWER of LAZINESS!! YEAHHHH!!

&& I had posted a lot.
Don't I deserve a cookie?
I believe, yes.

P.S. The truth is, I haven't posted ALL the pictures (which almost reached the number 200 of its quantity). But I decided these are far than enough. LOL