It's almost 11pm now.
And I'm still awake, full of energy at that, which is quite a problem for me (tomorrow's a Monday, sweetheart.)

I don't know when it started, but I find my energy level (or lack thereof) is very, very low during day times. I can barely stand one-hour-lesson without nodding off. Whilst during night times, I can survive without having to rest my eyes. (I'm serious. There's a time, when I couldn't sleep before the clock hit 5 am. Damn. I had to spend the whole night alone, no one was there to chat with me. And I thought boredom caused sleepiness?)

Yeah, I know it's not exactly that late yet, as it's not yet pass midnight, but still I'm a night person (not quite a good news really, as basically, I'm a student, which means my life proceeds on day times). Cheers.

I think that explains why I post now.
And I'm in desperate need of ranting now (to ignore my boredom or stuffs.)

I'm currently using my new laptop, a tablet PC to be exact, and I hate it.
It's not pressure sensitive (obviously pointless, as my purpose to buy this thing is for drawing); very expensive (I love money to the bits you know); the letters in the keyboard are very small (they are practically cramped) which have to be pressed really, really hard causing me to be a whole typo (fuck the letter 'i'); the network adapter is lousy (I swear I have to push the cable very very hard, to the point where my fingers hurt, to get this thing connected to internet); and the touch pad is really stupid (I practically slammed my fingers to get its response).
Ugh. What is this thing?
Specially designed for Barbarians laptop? (Hello? I have to use loads of energy just for typing!)

I much prefer my old lappy.
However, it's almost dead now; it's sick (viruses).
My bad.

Hmmph...

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I'm 15 this year (and will get older next January), in the sophomore year of high school, yet I have no idea where I will go for university, let alone the major I'll be in.

I've been thinking about taking the design major, but I don't think myself is qualified enough.
My fear of lacking creativity leads me to confusion and seeing that the skill of designs needs somebody to employ makes me dither (working under somebody isn't exactly the best thing in the list if you see).
However, if I take this major, I can always work in the fashion department, opening a boutique to start off?
Well, it's only my dream.

Next in line would be Management.
This sounds quite intriguing, as I always dream of being a General Manager of a hotel, preferably five-star hotels.

Yes, I know I dream big.
And I'm working hard on it (or am I not?).

Whatever.

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Wow. It's 12.21 AM now, and I felt no sleepiness yet.

Ugh.

I think I'll just have some browsing. (out of ideas on what to write)

Ciao.