It's almost 11pm now.
And I'm still awake, full of energy at that, which is quite a problem for me (tomorrow's a Monday, sweetheart.)

I don't know when it started, but I find my energy level (or lack thereof) is very, very low during day times. I can barely stand one-hour-lesson without nodding off. Whilst during night times, I can survive without having to rest my eyes. (I'm serious. There's a time, when I couldn't sleep before the clock hit 5 am. Damn. I had to spend the whole night alone, no one was there to chat with me. And I thought boredom caused sleepiness?)

Yeah, I know it's not exactly that late yet, as it's not yet pass midnight, but still I'm a night person (not quite a good news really, as basically, I'm a student, which means my life proceeds on day times). Cheers.

I think that explains why I post now.
And I'm in desperate need of ranting now (to ignore my boredom or stuffs.)

I'm currently using my new laptop, a tablet PC to be exact, and I hate it.
It's not pressure sensitive (obviously pointless, as my purpose to buy this thing is for drawing); very expensive (I love money to the bits you know); the letters in the keyboard are very small (they are practically cramped) which have to be pressed really, really hard causing me to be a whole typo (fuck the letter 'i'); the network adapter is lousy (I swear I have to push the cable very very hard, to the point where my fingers hurt, to get this thing connected to internet); and the touch pad is really stupid (I practically slammed my fingers to get its response).
Ugh. What is this thing?
Specially designed for Barbarians laptop? (Hello? I have to use loads of energy just for typing!)

I much prefer my old lappy.
However, it's almost dead now; it's sick (viruses).
My bad.

Hmmph...

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I'm 15 this year (and will get older next January), in the sophomore year of high school, yet I have no idea where I will go for university, let alone the major I'll be in.

I've been thinking about taking the design major, but I don't think myself is qualified enough.
My fear of lacking creativity leads me to confusion and seeing that the skill of designs needs somebody to employ makes me dither (working under somebody isn't exactly the best thing in the list if you see).
However, if I take this major, I can always work in the fashion department, opening a boutique to start off?
Well, it's only my dream.

Next in line would be Management.
This sounds quite intriguing, as I always dream of being a General Manager of a hotel, preferably five-star hotels.

Yes, I know I dream big.
And I'm working hard on it (or am I not?).

Whatever.

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Wow. It's 12.21 AM now, and I felt no sleepiness yet.

Ugh.

I think I'll just have some browsing. (out of ideas on what to write)

Ciao.

This is just another typical Tuesday.

I'm in my study room adjacent to my parents' room the door of which is opening right now..*sigh* and there's some "sermon" going on in that very place with its sound not very quiet I tell you..

This time it's my brother's turn.

Apparently they're having a "talk" with my brother for having a girlfriend..whose Chinese zodiac is the same as my brother, snake.

You see,my mother and father are still pretty much Chinese-born, leading them into keeping the traditional culture, in which they believe people born under the sign snake in Chinese zodiacs aren't allowed to be together, as it's sai to bring bad luck or stuffs I don't quite understand.

This isn't the first time my brother's girlfriend being disapproved by my parents.

There's once, a girl, quite pretty, came into the picture.
Well, mother and father didn't disapprove much about the girl (dunno why), but my grandmother (father's) didn't like this girl very much (still dunno why).

They later broke up, not under any pressure of the families or things like that.
They agreed to go on separate ways as long distance relationship doesn't work well. (they thought so.)

Whatever. Doesn't really concern me though.

Haha
I decided to post something at last!
LOL

I won't say much about my absence though.
Long story short: Lost of interest + insufficient time (not like I was busy or what, just...distracted)

Okay, let's concern the present.
It is holiday (finally)!
I am soooo glad by this fact now. Ha-ha!

(Oh! Tomorrow is Joan's birthday, greet her if you wish to. :D)

Anyways, I'm really, really thrilled knowing I won't have to wake up at 6am in the mornings for 9 days straight! (I think I've pointed this out, haven't I? Whatever.)
However happy I am, I still have no idea whatsoever on how to spend my holiday...(actually got plans with family, but I'm not so excited with it or anything so yeah...)
My friends are (almost) all out of town these days and well...I think I'll just stay at home and rot...=.=

I better find good stuffs to do.

School life doesn't suck that much..ditched some lessons (pssh supposed to be secret <.<), worse thing is that I haven't got any of the subjects stuck in my mind yet (and the monthly exams is like, in 1 month. Great.).

Whatever.

I decided to change my blog's skin too (along with this comeback post. HA. comeback!)
Had been editing like crazy just now.
And right now is like 2.23 in the morning for screaming out loud.

I better catch up with some sleep now dammit.
Nity nite.